They say people go
This particular diamond was extra special
And though you might be gone
And the world may not know
Still I see you celestial
Like a lion you ran
A goddess you rolled
Like an eagle you circled
In perfect purple
So how come things move on
How come cars don't slow
When it feels like the end of my world?
When I should but I can't let you go?
But when I'm cold, cold
When I'm cold, cold
There's a light that you give me
When I'm in shadow
There's a feeling within me, an everglow
Like brothers in blood
Sisters who ride
Yeah, we swore on that night
We'd be friends 'til we died
But the changing of winds
And the way waters flow
Life as short as the falling of snow
And now I'm gonna miss you, I know
But when I'm cold, cold
In water rolled, salt
And I know that you're with me
And the way you will show
And you're with me wherever I go
'Cause you give me this feeling, this everglow
What I wouldn't give for just a moment to hold
Yeah, I live for this feeling, this everglow
So if you love someone, you should let them know
Oh, the light that you left me will everglow
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Lirik lagu Everglow-nya Coldplay diatas meaningful banget buat saya saat ini. I'm surrounded by fck people, orang-orang yang tenyata kadar egois dan apatisnya luar biasa tinggi. Anak-anak kemaren sore yang ngerasa sok dan tahu segala-galanya, padahal tanda tangan SK belum kering. Kepala yg oh-so-fckin-damn annoying bgt!! Yang pilih kasih lah, yang ga pedulian, yang otoriter narsis dan cenderung diktator. What happened with this office??? Bukannya makin baik malah makin ancur. Oke, saya ngeluh lagi.
I feel no friends here. Sahabat terbaik saya udah duluan pergi dari kantor sialan ini. Kantor dihuni orang-orang baru yang ngerasa mereka lebih baik dari pendahulunya. Pathetic!
The best way out is married. Soon!
Cuma dengan menikah, saya bisa keluar dari kantor ini. Alasan ikut suami selalu mujarab meruntuhkan dinding pertahanan Biro Kepegawaian. Hihihi...Cuma masalahnya ga sesederhana itu. Saya masih harus melewati tahapan ketemu ortunya, ortunya harus ketemu ortu saya, baru deh bisa nyusun rencana married-nya. Yah, semoga dimudahkan lah..
